Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Gadaffi killed in the worst way possible, policemen leave dr.Kizza Besigye's compound, UTODA takes KCCA to court and ministers fox us when it comes to oil debate........in other more important news! hi friends. the amazing many of you who actually read my blog. i am supposed to be doing research on my final year project but I've been sidetracked to blog. Alot has been happening in my life lately. i really thank God for this week because it is only Wednesday and I've already learnt alot. Monday might have been my best i had gone to bed sad, discouraged and almost depressed. i was in bed by 9:30pm, now that's early for me. but the Lord soothed me to sleep and when i awoke, he spoke to me truth that just gave my heart wings. he spoke to me of rest. teaching me how to work from rest versus resting from work. He spoke to me about faith and trust. as the day continued, he went ahead to put his words into actions as i stepped out to do things and saw his divine favour upon me. later on in the night, i had a date with him, amazing. and that was just Monday....he continues to speak to me of rest,joy and peace. today i read proverbs 16 and it blew me away. i make my plans but at the end of the day God is sovereign, he causes things to work out, and to my good at that! He's on my side, YEY! today, He shows me His love through people. to know that i am that loved! mind blowing and humbling at the same time. oh how He loves me! reminds me of a hymn. "it's so sweet to trust in Jesus, just to take Him at His word, just to lean upon His promise, just to say thus sayeth the Lord...."
Thursday, October 6, 2011
my journal has about two pages left yet my mind feels like it is exploding. this is a first for me. finishing the pages of a journal before the year ends. i have alot on my mind, i have alot in my heart. i think there are days i get tired from just thinking about what i have to do. constantly chasing deadlines, fighting hard to remind myself to live in the here and now. it is not easy when every tomorrow seems to have alot waiting, alot pending wondering why they all don't end today. too much planning and no action frustrates me. i hate it when i lag behind but i also don't like it when someone else hinders my movement. the mind is ever active with amazing ideas for things I'm passionate about but don't seem to have enough time at the moment to pursue. i have to be patient. the obligation is taking first place before the desired, seems to be the story of my life. but this too shall pass. i have heard many people say women are great multitaskers, i am yet to see that quality in my life but i believe sometimes you need to handle one thing at a time for effectiveness. though i am learning that it doesn't have to be a case of either or, that i can and actually am capable of doing more than two things at once which are even opposites. so i'ma go to my room and encourage myself in the Lord. surely he knows the desires of my heart and He alone sees the biggest picture. once again i sing, keep my heart Lord, my ever dreaming heart and to this Lord i add, help me to put my mind in order. there's too much going on in there...