Hi my name is Gloria and I am a writer. I haven't written as much or as well as I wish I would. I could blame it on the fact that i find myself involved in a lot lately. Sometimes I feel like I am losing myself; losing myself in the tiny details of day to day living. One day I'm up, the next, I'm down like never before.I have about five months left to finish school. You'd think that would be the most exciting moment of my life. I find myself worrying, anxious about the next few months; wondering if I will finish strong. I am constantly second guessing myself, an old habit that I must get rid of. Life is a war but you have to choose your battles wisely and you have to know which side you are fighting on. The strangest things have been happening to me. Both good and bad strange. Opportunities coming my way and Goliath's brothers or cousins showing their ugly heads. I am finding myself fighting battles that I thought I had won a long time ago. I guess, no,I know all this is because I don't spend as much time with the Lord as I ought in as much as I'm always at church. It's just that I feel like I do not know how to pray anymore. Dear Lord,I believe, your Grace is sufficient.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Dear blog, how are you this beautiful sunday evening? I am not doing much today and it is purely by choice. I have had a week full of graduation parties and meetings. Feeling a bit tired,i kind of need a break from it all. So yesterday I attended my last grad party. It was however hard to choose which one to go for because I had been invited to three. I had to choose between a party of an old friend who I had already seen earlier on in the week at another party and a Person I have recently become close to and the friendship is just growing. The latter had the possibility of a DJ,actually it wasn't just a possibility, it was confirmed. I almost lost sleep over it. So at the end of it all, I chose the latter but all so guiltily. The party rocked and it rocked hard! though i had to leave early becxause of a small thing called public transportation and curfew. So i was home at midnight, the latest i have ever entered that house when i'm on my own. Guess who opened for me, my mother! that's right and she welcomed me back, was even smiling...which had me thinking. I think i have just got an extension on my curfew. Well my birthday was during the week so I guess i'm all grown up now. All i need is a job and to finish school. Everything else is beautiful just. I need to go meet up with a friend and colleague;will get back to you. By the way, it is no secret i am a big fan of DJ Peruz. I know it seems random but i just had to say it.
Friday, January 13, 2012
So we are about 13 days,almost two weeks into the year. Not much is happening.Yet! I began my year on a good note. I spent my first week at a camp facilitating 12-18 year olds. It was fun hardwork. Now that i am back, I don't really know what to do with myself. God has been so good to me. Indeed this is the year of the Lord's favour. So i have actually got a chance to work on radio. It is still voluntary and background staff but still.....I have got one foot in the door. I am sooooooooooo EXCITED!!!!!! GOD has a way of working in the background that i just don't get. He answers prayers in the most unexpected of ways. Now, all I am working on is the magazine thing, plus tv. I so excited i can't even write.